losing control : Dancing with the Devil
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“I crossed a line I’d never crossed in addiction.”
In part I of this fearless documentary series, Demi Lovato and her family and friends candidly open up for the first time about what led to her near-fatal overdose.
Resources:

The National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) helpline
1-800-931-2237 (they also offer click-to-chat messaging)
www.nationaleatingdisorders.org

SAMHSA Hotline for individuals and family members facing mental health and/or substance use disorders
1-800-662-HELP (4357)
TTY: 1-800-487-4889

If you need immediate support, please reach out to your local crisis text line:
USA: Text HOME to 741741
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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

Pre-order Demi Lovato’s new album ‘Dancing With The Devil… The Art Of Starting Over’ DemiLovato.lnk.to/DWTDTAOSOID

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  • chris cap
    chris cap

    When she says I deal with depression that nobody will understand broke my heart poor soul

  • Rainbow Cat
    Rainbow Cat

    This is just my view, but the mom seems like shes pushing the blame on Demi's dad.

  • #WolfLover
    #WolfLover

    The saddest part is that I can relate to the abuse trauma...

  • nertila akulli
    nertila akulli

    I love you Demi Lovato I've been listening to this song everyday since song come out 💋🥰🍉❣️🌹🌼🌺

  • Rania S
    Rania S

    I love her but...I'm sorry addiction is a choice.

    • Rania S
      Rania S

      @Dash120z no you wake and Say hey I'm gonna try it, it always starts with "trying it for fun" so.. yeah it is a choice.

    • Dash120z
      Dash120z

      ignorant, it's not a choice it's a coping mechanism from deep rooted issues it's not like she woke up and said "hey I'm gonna be a drug addict!".

  • Rachel Elmore
    Rachel Elmore

    Dani is actually telling the bartender to hold on the drinks.”

  • Jaime Meyers
    Jaime Meyers

    My brother doesn't like you but i love you so much i love your voice and your songs and please don't over dose again i don't want you to get hurt and also i don't want your family and freinds to be sad and please don't ever talk to your drug dealer again please but i do love your songs and your voice your such an inperasion to me i love you so much please stay safe😘😍🤕👎💞💕💓💕💞💓💖💞💖💕💓💖💛💚💙💜💖💛💚💙💜💖💛💚💙💜💖💛💚💙💜p.s. Please stay safe i love you so much im a huge fan!

  • Dusty Marlowe
    Dusty Marlowe

    It makes me so happy to know that the younger generations will have access to help and being able to be open about mental illness. That parents have tools to see these problems as with back in my childhood, we didn’t speak about mental illness. It was just “being dramatic” “you have no reason to be sad” ect. My son is 10 and suffers with anxiety, I’m so thankful I have the knowledge to help him learn to cope and see the professional help he needs that I never had access too. Never be afraid to get help!

  • hanna
    hanna

    I f this was anyone else people would have called them junkies and given up on them but A RICH GIRL WHO CAN'T SELL MUSIC AND THEN USES THIS AS AN EXCUSE "DESERVES " MY EMPATHY? GTFO

    • Dash120z
      Dash120z

      you're missing the point she's trying to break the stigma from it, her being an addict simply proves that no matter who you are if you're rich or not you'll always struggle, so you GTFO.

  • Megan Parker
    Megan Parker

    Absolutely love this girl she is insanely beautiful. Xx

  • GreyDimen
    GreyDimen

    you don’t need to be in holly wood just to produce content or to live your dream, you don’t need to be in a toxic environment to live your dream, you do not need to harm yourself self in any way to live your dream everyone please please know that. how many times are they going to keep making content out of this persons trauma?

  • lyric era
    lyric era

    isdowns.info/lift/xqTah6qclqOQeZo/v-deo

  • Saphire
    Saphire

    I hope you're doing well demi!

  • Martial Deniaud Osiris Maât
    Martial Deniaud Osiris Maât

    Je vHELLO MY LOVE ! JE TE SOUHAITE UNE MAGNIFIQUE ET DOUCE JOURNEE, I ALWAYS LOVE MY LOVELY ANGEL, JE RESTERAIS TOUJOURS PRES DE TOI POUR TE SOUTENIR ET T'ENCOURAGER ..., JE TE LE JURE SUR LA TÊTE DE MON FILS, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, Je voudrais en ce moment t'avoir sur mes genoux, et couvrir ta bouche de Divins Baisers !!! 😇💎💎💎💖💍💙💍🤍💍❤💍😘🥰🥰🥰🌞🌸🌼🌻💐💐🌹🌹🌹🕊🕊🕊

  • we are all equal
    we are all equal

    😍😍😍😍

  • Colombia Bella
    Colombia Bella

    S.O.S COLOMBIA!! 🙏🇨🇴 PLEASE HELP

  • Lalala123
    Lalala123

    Honestly though shout out to her friends who tried to help her. They probably don’t get enough credit for that. I get that the maybe weren’t the greatest at calming down her drinking, especially in Europe, but they were probably just happy for her swapping out a really intense vice for a “calmer” one. Hope you are okay and staying sober Demi, thank you for your vulnerability. ❤️also shoutout to her sister. I have no idea how she’s doing but this would be very tough to see your bigger sister in that spot.

  • Alexis Rogers
    Alexis Rogers

    It’s so crazy how that one choice will change you in way that is so profoundly soul deep that you will never be the same again.

  • TJ Rhea
    TJ Rhea

    When r we getting the next episode😭🙏🏻

    • Dash120z
      Dash120z

      the remaining three episodes are already available in her channel

  • Clark Luse
    Clark Luse

    Demi Lovato is really super cool.

  • Moses Stenblom
    Moses Stenblom

    To all the Addicts out there you are wanted, needed and loved!! Ive survived 3 Opioid OD's and I'm lucky to be alive!! I've taken so many over 3 weeks and I'm just lucky to be alive.. I've just gotten off of them.. and Im in early recovery now!!

  • Kimberlea Bartley
    Kimberlea Bartley

    I watched every episode and cried through most of it. Wish I could not relate to this so much. Addiction's struggle never ends, not for the addict, not for their family.

  • Stefan Joseph
    Stefan Joseph

    I’d love to buy her a yogurt with a guilt free cookie!

    • Dash120z
      Dash120z

      I'd love to buy you some compassion with a guilt free stupidity ❤️

    • willy wonka
      willy wonka

      lmao the shade

  • TANYA- GANDHI
    TANYA- GANDHI

    😞🤧well we are with u ......the lovatics , don't u leave us demi, love u sooooo much🧡

  • 2XImpeachment Champion
    2XImpeachment Champion

    STOP TRYING TO RUIN PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU FEEL BAD ABOUT BEING OVER WIEGHT SO BAD THAT YOU CANT DEAL WITH DIETARY PRODUCTS BEING A THING THAT PEOPLE SELL. THat ice cream store you tried to ruin is doing great.

    • Stefan ASMR
      Stefan ASMR

      IGNORANT COMMENT

  • Cê é Entendida
    Cê é Entendida

    Relutei horrores pra assistir pq sei que vai abrir minha caixa de pandora emocional e não sei se estou pronta pra lidar com ela ainda.. Cheguei a ultrapassar meus limites tbm, mas não sei se ninguém percebe quando estou no fundo ou se realmente não querem ver, só sei que entro e saio das minhas crises completamente sozinha. Te entendo Demi, eu te amo!

  • V __
    V __

    Demi just needs to stop making documentaries. Demi been famous for damn near 10+ yrs now, We all know about your upbringing, past trauma etc. We all get it you overdosed. But look Demi is getting paid to show this documentary, Nobody forced her she chose to do it. Demi Lovato friends is not even helping her let alone her mother. Demi needs to detox from social media, Take a break and do some self healing. People can say I am mean all they want but there are actual people out there dealing with family members who are addicts.

  • Carlos Antonio Flores
    Carlos Antonio Flores

    Why is her mom giving me so much Regina George's mom vibes?

  • Strawberrytea
    Strawberrytea

    Bro she GAINED bare since the last 3 years I’ve seen her on the internet

  • Kariis Rock
    Kariis Rock

    I love ❤️🙏

  • Ravi Selenator
    Ravi Selenator

    I wish she Could make a song on this beautiful sound 1: 50

  • Bella Swan
    Bella Swan

    This is why child beauty pageants should be BANNED!

  • Emma
    Emma

    I find it weird that she overdosed only because her drug was laced with something dangerous. Was somebody out to get her? This happens a lot with celebrities e.g. Chris Cornell was given the wrong dosage of tablets by his security guard. MJ had the same issue with his doctor hired by his music company. Scary. I hope she will be safe and recover with a bright future ahead.

  • PrincessNataly101
    PrincessNataly101

    Froyo

  • l o w s h y n e 6
    l o w s h y n e 6

    I O’Dd November of last year watching this glad to be alive 3 days sober wish me luck Demi you’re story motivated me and pushes addiction and mental health to the spotlight thank you !!!

  • Annick DDR
    Annick DDR

    i’m so proud to say that she has been my idol since the age of 5 i have been watching her and supporting her for 11 years now and i would never regret that decision

  • tara pursel
    tara pursel

    She went from the humble, sweet, self-aware ex addict to going full-blown Karen, tweeting in all caps rage mode at a tiny, struggling frozen yogurt shop with diabetic cookie, because she got a lot of pity (mine, too) for being forced to eat watermelon every birthday. It's called self-restraint, and it's nobody's responsibility but your own. Sincerely, an ex-heroin addict AND ex-bulimic (it's true, there is more than one in the world).

    • V __
      V __

      Well said

  • Lily Ann
    Lily Ann

    It’s crazy I saw her in concert March of 2018

  • I love u Little mix
    I love u Little mix

    isdowns.info/lift/lmyQr4R7jJNppLs/v-deo

  • R
    R

    She went through so much

  • Mpho Makhafola
    Mpho Makhafola

    As someone with a brother that's addicted to drugs..I believe that drug addiction is an illness. There's a whole lot of relapses for someone who hasn't known a life without drugs...So hopefully, everyone can be empathetic and compassionate. Don't judge, please. People were judging Amy Winehouse,and look how that ended up. Demi's behavior and story reminds me a bit of Amy's. I fear that her story will end the same way.💔

  • Vidhi Sikchi
    Vidhi Sikchi

    " *I've been working on trying to be free since the last 13 years* "* hits hard💔

  • L San
    L San

    What a loser of a person demi is. Wtf trying to cancel mom and pop shops cause she is california sober and can't handle temptation

  • Lisa Smith
    Lisa Smith

    Another machine made superstar that has addictions/trauma/disorders Will she or anyone else in this situation ever just walk away and find peace and live a life away from the cameras

  • Aierek
    Aierek

    When you say you struggle with anorexia but in fact you struggling with not being able to drop the bowl

  • eKAmusic
    eKAmusic

    Funny how Demi’s friends and family decided to partecipate at this thing but no one is really helping her. She’s not strong enough for Hollywood and all that environment. Are they really waiting to see her in a pretty open casket? Do they really care about her or just her money and the fame she brought them? This is so sad.

  • Icekilla3Hunna
    Icekilla3Hunna

    She was very open about her struggles

    • Aierek
      Aierek

      About het being triggered by the word diet frozen yoghurt?

  • Erica
    Erica

    Please get out of LA and genuinely unplug.

    • V __
      V __

      @Aierek OMG FR

    • Aierek
      Aierek

      She'll relapse. They always do

  • Nikola Peťovská
    Nikola Peťovská

    wow, this is really intense, hold my fingers for Demi

  • patrick holohan
    patrick holohan

    I love how she tries to destroy small family businesses because she has no self control. Little drama queen look at me junkie.

    • Aierek
      Aierek

      It's not about the size of the bowl, it's about what you put in the bowl. It had to be smokeable

  • Rebecca Dahlinger
    Rebecca Dahlinger

    You are so strong and you are not your dad..love you and mental health is so hard,.paired with addiction and stardom so.grateful you're with us..you're honesty is helping so many

  • ClariFran Aymar
    ClariFran Aymar

    Por favor pongan subtitulos 🙏

  • Katelyn Villegas
    Katelyn Villegas

    I wish I could afford a therapist, nutritionist, wellness coach and all that

  • Piotr Wydra
    Piotr Wydra

    If I was a celebrity on tour, I would omit Poland.

  • Piotr Wydra
    Piotr Wydra

    I just found my phone... it's april 29, 8:38PM

  • Piotr Wydra
    Piotr Wydra

    I just realized I lost my phone.... it's april 29, 8:37Pm

  • dani b
    dani b

    Is she gonna make another documentary about her triggering froyo incident 🥺

  • Nervesia
    Nervesia

    I took a quarantime for me to also realise that drugs and alcohol is so frkin bad and its not worth it anymore, I am grateful that this sort of epiphany hit me all of sudden and been clean and sober for a long time now. I pray for all ppl there struggling , it your will your choice, but sober life is so beautiful

  • comrade shmurda
    comrade shmurda

    white privilege

    • comrade shmurda
      comrade shmurda

      @Nischal Dahal Yeah she is lmaoo

    • Nischal Dahal
      Nischal Dahal

      She’s not white :)

  • wildwolfwind
    wildwolfwind

    If you want to blame your problems on how HARD it is to be young, famous and rich; why have frequent ads to become more famous? Here's an idea- don't advertise so much to be more famous if you can't handle it and want to blame you choices on how "Hard" it is to be famous. Try a little reality! Pathetic privileged POS!

  • cici30love
    cici30love

    These comments 🤦🏻‍♀️😂

    • Aierek
      Aierek

      I know 😂 Brutal. She threatened a froyo shop because she was triggered by the word diet 😂

  • summer.
    summer.

    TMYLM HAS BEEN ON REPEAT LATELY

  • cal
    cal

    i know there was that drama with the yogurt but i'm sad that she struggled so much and continues to struggle a lot... she deserves to get better

  • m
    m

    3:39 grande more rial 🤣

  • mae gothr
    mae gothr

    its saying the video needs payment for me to continue watching..?

  • ashley
    ashley

    shes crazy

  • Becky H.
    Becky H.

    Idk I feel like if my addict friend says they’re gonna try alcohol and smoking again that definitely wouldn’t green light me that going on a bender with her till 6am is what we should do. Can we start with a glass of wine and a charcuterie board first dang....these friends honestly suck.

  • Jordan Lee
    Jordan Lee

    I Feel Terrible For Demi

  • Tony Sky Bravo
    Tony Sky Bravo

    Shut up and sing

  • Grybauskaitės Pakaliku Klubas
    Grybauskaitės Pakaliku Klubas

    Yogurt idiot !

  • Mó Fo Zú 1988
    Mó Fo Zú 1988

    🤨😒 Bueno ya todos sabemos el problema de la heladería,yo opino que Demi hizo mal muy mal los productos eran sin azúcar por las personas que NO PUEDEN CONSUMIR AZÚCAR NO POR OTRA COSA. Es RESPETAR. Yo por ejemplo como de todo ok y respeto a las personas que no quieren o no pueden consumir azúcar ES RESPETAR. LO IMPORTANTE ES SEGUIR COMIENDO y no HACER UN PROBLEMA POR ESO.

  • Mó Fo Zú 1988
    Mó Fo Zú 1988

    🤨😃 ¿Algun latino por aqui! jj o solo yo...

  • Jonathas
    Jonathas

    Demi,i Love u. Girl. Keep shining. Keep using ur force

  • Tiara Brown
    Tiara Brown

    I love her so much

  • AgataMarta
    AgataMarta

    "Let's pretend that I really was sober for this 6 yrs" documentary.

    • Dash120z
      Dash120z

      she really was sober for 6 years, leave her alone.

    • Nischal Dahal
      Nischal Dahal

      She was sober, but in 2018 she broke it-

  • Jedimaster 024
    Jedimaster 024

    'sometimes..i felt I was being a hypocrite'- NO effing sh#t lady

  • Alexis Resto
    Alexis Resto

    Why does it say that I have to pay for it? But it’s letting me watch it

  • Ambzer Ambzer
    Ambzer Ambzer

    I feel like a lot of it is that she works too hard and she’s in front of cameras too much. I feel like she still hasn’t found that balance. Because obviously it’s her career and her dream she wants to be on camera and perform. But I’m always hearing her talk about the pressure of body image and wearing certain outfits and the heavy workload, I’d like to see what difference it would make if she still worked like she wants but did less hours had more days off and just simply not be everywhere and just wore jeans and a T-Shirt on stage like she used to.

  • Leelagyyfv. cvcbz Nunez
    Leelagyyfv. cvcbz Nunez

    😘😘😘🌻❣️🌻

  • Twenty1Tracks !
    Twenty1Tracks !

    Damn she is so talented and I'm falling in love with her every new ep

    • Bleh
      Bleh

      Even after the frozen yogurt incident?

  • NatureRecycleFlorida
    NatureRecycleFlorida

    cookie Karin demi

  • Lynette
    Lynette

    Just go ahead and eat. And stay out of froyo shops...

  • Tandzile Malambe
    Tandzile Malambe

    It is so touching I feel so sad of everything that happened to her

  • punkrock girl
    punkrock girl

    Just heard part of this song, I am so surprised that she would actually put the truth out there through her song about most of these celebs selling their souls for fame.

    • b_woww13 XO
      b_woww13 XO

      Alot of people would take it metaphorically and not literally. But, I agree with you.

  • Ashley Harrill
    Ashley Harrill

    Karen Lovato

  • Karina Oborina
    Karina Oborina

    u r so strong

  • Tierra Martinez
    Tierra Martinez

    Hope ppl around the world that see this understand where she is coming from and don’t make a joke about her addiction. smh I already seen it on my Snapchat. Ppl can be stupid.

  • Violet Pollux
    Violet Pollux

    I don't understand how is this documentary different from the unreleased one from 2018...

    • Aierek
      Aierek

      Because being famous is bad, it hurts her and causes her to go off the rails Let's get some crack money off of a new doc 😂😂

    • Nischal Dahal
      Nischal Dahal

      The one in 2018 was going to be apart the TMYLM tour she went on.

  • WNM
    WNM

    Demi is so brave. This and “Clover Cage - One More Try” are the only two things keeping me sane through these tough times. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better...We are in this together...I love you..💓💓

  • Ricardo Beltrán
    Ricardo Beltrán

    B O R I N G . . .

  • Bárbara Edwards
    Bárbara Edwards

    15:08 where did she kept that phone number after 6 years?!?!

    • Dash120z
      Dash120z

      she probably knew a place where to find it..

  • Matt F
    Matt F

    lol does anyone really care?

  • stefonzy
    stefonzy

    Same chick who got mad at frozen yogurt for having sugar

  • Elisa Martinez
    Elisa Martinez

    To feel excluded from the ret of the world because of addiction sucks. The more alone you are the worse it gets , talk about it ask someone to help you help yourself. Stop acting like your the only one with a story it's important to know we all have a story se all should support each other!

  • Dominique Martel
    Dominique Martel

    18:46 I love the fact that Dani Vitale is moving her head to say sign "no " to the bartender to not give more alcohol to Demi has she shout " I WANNA GET FUCKED UP! ". A few moments after, when the bartender pours alcohol into demi's mouth, she is tapping on his arm to signal to stop pouring.

  • Vitor Suguino
    Vitor Suguino

    This is so beautiful and sad, the way that she is open to show that she's not perfect and how we are not alone, it's ok to ask for help and we all have ups and downs, this is powerful

  • ReLoad Gaming
    ReLoad Gaming

    Okay but you still got mad about sugar free yogurt

  • SuperTuffgirl
    SuperTuffgirl

    isdowns.info/lift/zYjIoGuWlmGPhJY/v-deo now this is true beauty, talent and humanity at its best. Take note Demi

  • Raul Anaya
    Raul Anaya

    Cant believe people actually care about this broad.

  • Belen Diaz Funes
    Belen Diaz Funes

    Demi is living in a dangerous environment. I don't know if it's her choice or people behinf her

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